Forgiveness.
Had one of the biggest boo-hoo ever today. I don’t think I’ve ever cried like this ever before. But what pains my heart most is to see my mother cry. Forgiveness. Why should one ever be so calculative on this, especially when it comes to your own family? Why can’t one just forgive and forget what has happened? This 20-plus years of kinship should count for something. It has become an awakening call for me to realise that this family is in quite a broken state, lack of communications to blame. But I seriously don’t know what I should do to keep this family intact. “Hope” is the only thing that I can hang onto now…